The More The Quieter

Most of event, for example party, sleepover, camping, etc, will be more enjoyable if there are more people gathered in one place. It is obvious that certain agenda, with just only a few people, is not quite exciting. They want to have fun with each other, laughing, enjoy the food, talking, and much more activity that can be done with many people. They said that "the more, the merrier". However, this phrases is not really match with me.

 I'm not interested to follow an activity with more people. It is not about dislike the people, the agenda, and the place. It is because I find myself fun to have an activity in pairs. Beside my introvert character, here are my "stRangers" reasons of why I prefer pair activity to group activity.

1. Change myself into a statue

People knew that most (not all) introvert will be a statue in a group activity. That is also happened to me, I will act passively as an observer.  However, as I previously stated, I'm not hate the people, I just want to observe everything they did as my references of how to act in many people. 

2. Fair? 

 When I have a chat with more than one person, sometimes I felt that the chat is not fair. I mean, when I talked with one person, I felt kind of guilty to let one person just observe our chatting and I'm just worried that this person will be ignored. Or, is this happened because I'm worried too much?

3. Closer

Do not confused if my friends will see my other self if they are talk with me in pairs. I will act as the listener, often asks them personally, sharing thoughts, and everything that they can't see it if we have a chat in group. I want to build a closer relation by talking like this, it is more enjoyable and I can get many positive things from my speaking partner. I'll turn myself into a childish person, and of course as a "watcher", if I have a chat in group.

For the prior reasons, the thing that I got is one should act appropriately in an appropriate time, place, and in front of appropriate person. Good luck for myself and for the great readers to spare their time to read my note.

Do This to Make You Better

Welcome May, hoho, it'll be better if I open my previous post with these phrases. Anyway, it's quite exciting that I still blogging within these two months. I'm so glad because I'm not running out of ideas, because it's such a challenge to change my bad habit, like my late post here. Well, this post is only my gratitude to The Almighty about my achievement. Though it's only set of phrases, gratitude can't make you weaker or even worse. On the contrary, it'll make you even better than before. So, let's start to express your gratitude, even for the smallest thing you've got.

Delaying

"Hi B, when will you do your homework?"
"Well, the task isn't that difficult, I'll finished it later".
Delaying, this word represent the conversation. Everyone already done "to-delay" act whenever they have no mood to do something. I knew that unstable mood is human being but don't make this as a reason to be a lazy person. Delaying, to me, is quite a problem for several following reasons.
The first thing to be considered that once you've delay your work, it'll make your work "static". Static here means that there will be no end to your work. Your work will be unfinished and you can't start another new job.
Nextly, one will have no chance to enjoy the taste of success. Delaying a job over and over will disturb the productivity of a person. Unable to produce something is the same as unable to show your efforts. One's effort determine their success. Thus, success will only left as an empty dream to all "delayer".
In conclusion, delaying can be considered as a "success-robber" if this becomes habit. It's obvious that a person may delay something and even canceling it due to certain reason but don't do that continuously because something over is overly not good.
Finally, I can say that dealing with delaying is an obligation for those success seekers. I wish that I'll not be the delayer because I thirst for success.

Standing in The Middle of Nowhere

I'm standing in the middle of nowhere
A place you won't see everywhere
Standing in a state of decision
It is the same as incision
A state of choosing is the same as pain
Also having no choice creates a rain of pain
That is a place I'm standing, a city of nowhere
Whereas you won't see anything, anywhere

This is for you, people whom I eagerly fight for...

20s and Toy

Everyone has different traits, appearance, status, and yeah whatever. It it's not different, you can imagine how the world will be if all people are similar to each other. I will going wild if this happen though.
Well, talking about being different, probably I have my own "trademark". I like to collect toys (or just collecting its video review, because the price is damn too high for me), especially robot (but not all kinds of toy I like, it's not funny if I collect girly doll).  I like to gather this sophisticated stuff because of its design. Yeah, I was so amazed with how a car transform into a robot, how to combine more than one different parts into one cool robot, the color, and at last, how the designer make the concept of the robot itself. In my past, I wish that I can be a toy designer, but it's just a dream. My study is not suitable to that matter. Well, forget about that.

At my campus, I used to watch some video reviews about the toy. Almost all of my friends feel awkward to see the 22 years man watching toy video, attracted by the stuff that they know it only suit to the boy and every reason that, okay, sounds old-school. I have my own reason why I still fall in love with this boyish stuff.

1. Motivation
For some collector, their collection can motivate them to work harder, to get some money to complete their collection, that's also works to me. I do it at full throttle today and will enjoy my works by looking at my table with full of my dream robot that I really want it since my childhood.

2. Hobbies
Having a collection, for some people, can be regarded as hobby. By having a hobby, in my case, one can spend their free time to have fun playing or just seeing the toys.

3. Learn to save your money
If someone has a purpose to have something they really want it, they will save their money to get it. I have no problem to save my money to get my favorable toys. I don't mind if I can't have my meal at my campus only to spend my bucks to get what I really want.