Trust, a word that is quite appealing to my mind yet so complex. It is such a complicated thing for me to think because I have a problem about to trust and to be trusted.
The first point is a difficulty to gain trust whenever I asked or forced to believe people. I'm a sceptical person if it comes to a matter of believe. It is not easy for me to believe someone, even I have my doubts to my family (Astaghfirulllah). Probably this because I was a type of person who can easily believe people. I was thought positive to all people in the past. However, things were changed because there were some accident I suffered (I will write this later since it can make this story longer). And now, I have a problem with my "best" friend because of the trust.
Secondly, I have a trouble with the "to-be-trusted" typed person. Recently, some people have a little doubt on me. This also broke my friendship. Probably because of my high prestige that changed people's perspective about me, because I was acted different out there. I don't want that all people can make fun of me if I show my soft spot. However, the rule said that we must act kindly to everyone, in everywhere, anytime; but it's quite a challenge for me to realize it. Can I make it in time before it's too late to change, to apologize to my best friend?
Believe me, trust may thrust you in the future. Don't ever played fool with the word because it will be a game over for you if you did. Regrets always come late.
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